I’m close to freaking out or just passing out or just urgh, I don’t know. I need my sanity and focus back. God. Could I just block all the other things that bother me? I want to escape. I feel dampen which is totally unhealthy for my academics. The real thing in my academics is yet to come–few days more and it’s on. I seriously don’t know how to deal with this right now. I wanna go out but don’t know where to go to, organize my thoughts but don’t know where to start. Am I totally lost?
Something or someone has to have a great impact to me that I’d be moved from this. I.HAVE.TO.BE.OK… Now. What is that something or who is that someone which could move me?
Do you think sleeping is good? Would it help? How I wish that tomorrow everything will fall into how they should really be (or is this how things should really be? No, please). This should be better. I can’t be stuck on this. I’d be more damaged if I continue facing every single day with this kind of disposition.
Someone save me.
Or at least put me to sleep, please.
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